Grrr arrrr Frustrated

K. I'm just frustrated. I hate the fact that I live so far away from my extended family. I look at all my cousins' blogs and I can't help but feel like I'm missing out. I hate living so far away. I never get to anything with them.........well almost never. They are all so interesting and fun. I remember game nights at the Skousen's when I was little and seeing everyone at my OMA's. Sometimes I wish I could get those days back. And now my brother Alex is moving to Roswell. Which I'm happy for him but it sucks because despite how much we fought when we were younger we are pretty close. Don't get me wrong we still have our um........shall we say "moments". But since I'm the youngest by 6 years he's the one i'm closest too. My other siblings are cool too but my bond with each of them is.........different. I'm just really sad right now I just wish I could do more things with the people that I love and it just feels like I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere with no way to get out.